Thursday, April 16, 2009

something bad.. will not long lasting ^0^

!!!!NO INTERSHIP FOR THE END OF THIS SEM!!!!!!


i shocked when Ms. K who is one of our lecturer in charge of internship briefing for that day said that i can not go for intership!. WEll. i told myself.. it is a joke! dont worry, (heart beated so fast).. all of them filled up the form for intership.. and i felt like aWWW! there was a disaster if i didnt go for intership with my batch !
Ms. K said that because i hvnt took Pr writing which is damnnnn important for us to do our intern in a company.. there will b a lot alot of writing during ur intership..

=.='' i couldnt believe it! i feel like blame People from programme office who suggested me to take IDTP (Desktop Publishing) than take PR writing! why they nvr told me to take it since she/he known that i will go for intership?huh!!!!
i tried to speak with Ms.K for a while.. she explained to me that she doesnt want to send me because she scared i dont hv a skill in PR writing.. well it is accpetable reason..

my head kept spinning,, what should i do?? why suddenly all became very messy !!!
what should i do during my 3 months holiday since all my friends will go for intership???
what should i do to all our plans with my friend during intership ???

OMGOSH!

it took me 2 days to actually chill down and accept that fact ..
i always kept thinking bout it in that 2 nights!!

YEA!! i told myself.. everything will be ok...

my mother kin said " if you got a big problem try to make it into small problem, and when u are having a small problem,, make that problem become no problem"

there is a way out and solution for a problem. be smart!

i just smiled in my heart and yes... again.. everything will be ok.. ^^

1 week later i decided to call my mom and told her bout i wont go for intership with my friends. bcoz i hvnt fulfil the requirement for it. since i hv nothing to do for this coming up holiday.. i decided to go back hometown..

I WANT TO TAKE PRIVATE WRITTING COURSE!!!
I WANT MAKE DRIVING LISENCE!!!!
I WANT MEET MY FAMILLY!!! I AM MISSING U ALL!!
I WANT TO MEET ALL MY FRIENDS!
I WANT VISIT MY HIGH SCHOOL AND FIND MY X-TEACHERS!!!

5 statements that i told to myself.. sounds like still have a hope !

few days ago... MR.P (one of my lecturer) offered a very MIND CATCHING THING!!

IT IS A PART TIME JOB!!!
IT IS IN AN ORGANIZATION!! NOT BANQUET NOR WAITRESS!
IT IS MY NEW HOPE !

hopefully.. it will be my right choice.. Mr. P will try to locate me in a org that he think suit me ^^ YAY!
i just said to myself.. something bad will not long lasting.. xD

i will tell my mom soon bout this.. i will do my resume and pass it to MR.P

good luck to me..!


Thanks For all of the supports that u all hv given to me.. MUWACKSSS

vinz

I GTG SLEEP!!! CIAOSSSS!






it is growing man!!!

lol..some of my friends asked "why ur hair seems like nvr grow longer?" i just replied " LOL.. it does... " YES IT DOES MAN! 3 months plus passed lrdy...sure grow lrdy. and yes.. everything just need time.. XD.. . especially to "N".. dont worry bout ur haircut.. it looks cool.. just be confidence!! you know what? 1st time i cutted my hair bcm short also i felt like cried! OMG OMG! kept looking at mirror.. and also wanted my hair to stick back on my head !! ARGHHHH.. xD some people suprised after i cutted my hair.. they said " so sayang lah ur hair... " in the other hand said "wow, u looks cool with ur haircuts" Rihanna ,,, leng zai... mushroom... hahaha,
XD i am happy with it anyways..
i love to try something new . somwthing that i've nvr tried before.. and something that may be will just happened once in this life.. nothing is wrong. as long as it is in a right way.. and just b urself .. PEACE @#@ Everything will b ok..


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